Choose my friends over going with my dad to the cinemas. Now I regret that. I was told of this opportunity spontaneously while I was playing Combat Arms. I let my desire to play pointless games affect my decisions now I'll have to deal with negative feelings. My mates were planning a late night walk so I took a nap till I got woke up that it was canceled. So I did not do anything all yesterday.
I could have gone with my dad to watch movies. My sister went with him instead and praised how great the customer service was. Free ice cream, water, and popcorn. Chinese migrating to Japan seem like an interesting subject to watch.
Sigh. Now there's nothing I could do about it now. I'll just have to accept what happen and let it all go...
Next time, when given an opportunity, I be asked with two questions: Right now, what I am doing, can this be done later? If I didn't take this opportunity, would I regret it?
If you were sent to prison for an undefined amount of time, what would you miss most?
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My freedom. My friends. My ability to express myself. Staying in prison with no one to talk too or anything to help you to express yourself can make you go insane... Bottling up thoughts and emotions will bound to erupt your mind...
Homegrown ones. They are luxurious. I was walking home school and I stumble pass a dying plant with ripe, ready tomatoes. "Ooooohh! A baby tomato plant! Let's steal!" I joked. "You like tomatoes? I don't like tomatoes." A schoolmate of mine said.
It reminded myself how some people don't like vegetables. Especially, stereotypically, youngsters. What's so bad about vegetables? There are a lot of benefits and I'm sure they're not that bad in taste. I like my salads and prefer it over lollies young people stuff themselves like pigs. I like to eat "natural" things, not man-made and processed to death with chemicals and so like lollies or sweets; the artificial colours, processed sugar, and preservatives. x_x
In fact, I should question why people like lollies. Is it because it's sweet? Or could it be conspiracy theories with companies adding a secret addictive substance?
Well, I know I will always have a sense of resentment towards lollies. And demand scrumptious salads in dinners. :P
Back to baby tomatoes, I always like homegrown ones. I think you'll save money growing them at home rather than from the supermarkets. Supermarket tomatoes are yuck, mediocre, and expensive. With the recession in action, it will probably be more expensive.
Which brings a survival tactic of the recession: Start a garden! Grow your own food! It's something to do if you don't have a hobby.
What superpower would you most like to have?
Telekinesis. So I could get TV controller easily. To lift things without muscle power. To fly into freedom. To STFU annoying people. :P
I never believed in god. I never felt anyone was higher than me.
First, I used to have the scientific attitude: There's no proof.
As I grown more sense of independent thought, I'm starting to distrust science.
I mean, why is science the authority of what facts are correct or not? I never seen it myself. I have been told what is a fact and what is not. Pluto is no longer a planet. Now space books are purely inaccurate. Science isn't always correct or accurate. It's the game of the "dominance of opinion". And the way science treat theories. They treat it as if they were true. We are made from tiny blocks. And there's questionable idea of evolution. It is plan stupid how a mammal just gives birth a mammal with a tall neck and bam! There's a giraffe! There's no evidence. How contradictory.
I see religion as mythology on steroids... I mean, scientology. From a sci-fi author? Are you serious? Can't see how it could have just been simply fabricated? This world makes me facepalm these days. Christianity is silly too. Their proof of god is the bible. A (possibly demented) person wrote a bible. The people who follow it are demented too. The bible says god approves rape, death threats to children who don't obey their parents, and many silly things... Don't believe me?
Lo, a day shall come for the Lord when the spoils shall be divided in your midst. And I will gather all the nations against Jerusalem for battle: the city shall be taken, houses plundered, women ravished; half of the city shall go into exile, but the rest of the people shall not be removed from the city. (Zechariah 14:1-2 NAB)
Whoever strikes his father or mother shall be put to
death. (Exodus 21:15 NAB)
Religion is probably responsible with most of the conflicts of the world. Clash of beliefs resulted bloodshed... Like the Crusades.
The idea of god is simply a product of mind people. Wake up. Nobody has power over you but you. It is an illusion. It is a tool of selfish conformity. Question everything that shoved to your face. Break it down, define reality from illusion. Don't be a fool.
Unquestioned answers are more dangerous than unanswered questions.
"Get some skill, noob."
Most annoying statements ever especially coming from a high rank using a UMP, Shotgun, or G36E.
I mean, even a noob can use those three guns. If a noob can use it, it shows how retarded the arrogant high rank is.
True skill is using a unpopular gun and owning with it. Like a friend of mine who uses AK47. It has the worse recoil ever! (Well, AUG is worse than that however) but he can own.
"HACKZ!!!@$!"
After killing someone. One word: Arrogance. Just because someone own you fair and square doesn't mean they hack... Just because you think you can own everyone, the self-acclaimed pro, the OH-SO GODLY LEET and nobody can possibly defy you but they owned you anyway doesn't mean they hack. You have tall-poppy syndrome and your same arrogance just tripped you over. You failed. Don't be a sole loser.
Other news, I can't believe they removed CTF Junk Flea. ;_;
That's my favourite CTF map where chaos and nades are everywhere.
Do you ever getting that moment when you look at your past posts in forums, blogs, commenting, etc and feel embarrassed for having a random awkward turtling subject? I get that a lot. Although once I look deep, the feeling is rather irrational.
So I learnt blogging is a real commitment. I think every blogger does. :P Write, post, next day, write, post, then dead blog.
I should stop posting "emotion bursts". "I HATE THIS" "GAWD I'M DEPRESSED" Ga-ga.
I should try doing thoughtful topics.
