I HATE MY CLASS

My school last year have a system of four houses: Red, blue, green, gold. The organization of classes used to be students of of different houses and different levels of intelligence but now it is just plain one house-based class meaning dumbshits are in the class as well.

This year at my school has really been a real smack to the face. I used to believe that "oh, any class is compatible" But so far, my class is not compatible. There's like a awkwardness fairy going around. Now I am started to miss my class from last year. :( We were like a family, laughing together and all that cheesy bullshit.

Now this year is making me depressed and miserable.
My only motivation for school is a social reason. Like anyone gives hell about learning. We all know that's all lies like what Hitler did for the holocaust: Hard work sets you free.
But now that my friends are separated... Well actually, I'm outcasted. I was in the top class with my friends last year but now they're in the top class, but I'm not. I got weeded out.

I see why teenagers go to drugs, alcohol and self-harm for comfort. I need my own way of coping without those.